The Pain

Worst part about the realization of this disease was the excruciating pain that I had to go through.

Each time I had to bear the excruciating pain as if somebody has put a 

Sectumsempra curse from the Harry Potter books.

I used the example of this curse not to make this post fancy but try to relate to the pain I was going through.

I was struggling to keep up with recurring pain attacks but was seriously disappointed by looking at each of my efforts of reducing my pain going in vain.

I know I was losing my hopes of getting better ever in my life. This hampered my academics so much as I was living away from my home in a hostel studying in computer science course (wanted to be a web / game developer).

I never went back to complete my course as I had a bad experience in my past.

I didn't complete my course and lost a couple of years without education, though I had some practical experience with many other industries that I will discuss with you later.
But after losing 5 years I have started learning the basic programming languages once again by downloading ebooks from the net.
It is hard starting to learn where I stopped but not impossible though, I personally feel that I could have done a wonderful thing if I have had completed my course in one go.
But atleast I can now finish what I started.